Dear Adam

My dearest Adam, How have you been through the years? I cannot remember the last time I saw your face; that precious smile you have has disappeared from my memory. Have you been well in your endeavors to find peace and have you made a good life for yourself? I have nightmares where you’ve given … More Dear Adam

In a Nutshell

I feel like it’s been so long since I had a moment to sit and write a little. Life got complicated towards the end of the year and well, it was all a little hard to juggle together. It’s not like I gave up on writing or ever wanted to stop but I came to … More In a Nutshell

I Am Enough

The question that makes my chest seize; Am I enough? I feel the weight of judgments and ignorance and the general apathy of the world. it heaps on my like the final gift  of those who have recently departed. With the filth and dirt piling up on me, scratching and writhing around me filling my … More I Am Enough

Disgusting

The two faced person I see before me is nothing more than a hollow shell wishing to exist, and I do not see it. I will not see it. To believe there is something there is to gaze upon it, to remain blind is to protect it, and to hate it is to get closure … More Disgusting

Blogging Walls

Sometimes it’s necessary to let go of all the “got to make my post perfect” logic that swirls around my head. There are thousands and thousands of mistakes that are etched into each entry I post, but nothing that I cannot fix. But today and yesterday I have hit a wall. My mind is void … More Blogging Walls

Useless

Useless echoes in my ears; Voices screaming, Memories flashing, Useless Useless. Determination proves faulty. Mocked at the thought of trying. Told to find my station As useless and useless gets. Over and over the same reoccurs; Bad life, bad wife, insignificant: useless Useless Useless Money walks Bills pile I try, And people lie.